I have so many things that I want to do and so many things that I want to write. But the words and the motivation to move just don’t seem to want to come out.
I am stuck!
I want to do the office sort the paperwork! Take photos, and walk, walk the dog, and generally be free. I want to write I have so many things to write about, CyberMummy, yes I am going, woo hoo!!! Father’s Day, Hayling Island, and all the great things that Baba has started to do! I want to knit, I want to scrapbook, I want to sleep. I want to watch movies, I want to spend time with Mr L I just want to be and relax!
But nothing is happening, and nothing is getting done. I just feel pants.
I am suffering bad at night, hay fever, and bad dreams. I am up around 3am to 5am everyday and that means I am tired for the rest of the day. When Baba finally sleeps all I want to do is sleep too. I have a pile of washing and a pile of ironing, they are haunting me from the corner of my room but that still doesn’t inspire me.
I spend most of the time feeling guilty that I am not doing something, and things are not getting done. That I end up doing nothing.
I want to get out of this, but I just feel blah! And I just don’t know how to change right now!
And Then All I Thought About Was You 
Jun 23, 2010 @ 23:48:48
I too feel like this, I am taking a stand and just going to be doing for a while until I can do more!
Jun 24, 2010 @ 00:04:06
I am so glad that I am not the only one who feels like this x
Jun 24, 2010 @ 01:24:36
*hugs* I think we all feel like that from time to time. Try not to get worked up about it, you can’t help it and you’ll just get frustrated. Relax, go with it, it will pass
Jun 24, 2010 @ 08:26:19
Thank you that is very kind and sound advice x
Jun 24, 2010 @ 07:44:58
Make yourself a small list and first thing do one or two of them. Also try to do something for yourself like a short walk.
Feel better.
Jun 24, 2010 @ 08:27:09
Thank you, I shall be doing that today trying to feel better xx
Jun 24, 2010 @ 14:14:25
your feeling like a perfectly normal mummy with a house and busy life to keep ontop of!!
I felt like that too, being a childminder and have 3 school runs and 2 dogs and trying to do avon in the evenings lol…
I soon had to cut down and do what i wanted to do and what was more important, the family help with the washing now and cleaning and im looking forward to a new career start and college,
I think i used to feel like that when every day seemed to feel the same, and each week ran into another.
Dont try to do so much at once, ive slowly done my house and little bits myself when i was feeling lethargic, it strangely made me feel good doign something and standing back and saying, yeah, i did that!!
Going out for long walks do you a heap of good, enjoy them!!! and let the housework wait, remember your not the only one who has to take part in keeping it nice…xx
As for knitting, i did try …… thus making me particuarly stressed, and i decided i have the later years of my life to have a bash at that. hee hee xx
Jun 24, 2010 @ 19:34:56
That is the way that I am thinking, things will be getting done, but I can only do so much in a day. If things aren’t done then they aren’t done that simple really, and I just have to keep myself from fretting about it and stressing myself out about it xx