Why do you always choose them instead of me?
Even though you can see the pain in my eyes?
Why do I never come before them?
Could you have run away faster?
Do you know how that makes me feel?
Do you really care?
Why am I always left on my own?
What is so bad about staying with me?
Am I really that bad?
Why do you always choose them instead of me?
Just why that is all I ask?
Just why?
You know I hate it,
You know it hurts me,
It ruins the next few days
So why do you always choose them instead of me?
What do I have to do?
To change this?
Will I ever come first
Will you ever choose to stay?
Instead of choosing them instead of me?
And Then All I Thought About Was You 
Jul 17, 2010 @ 06:30:59
Great poem Hun but I’m sad you’re feeling like this. Some people have no idea how much they take their loved ones for granted. Sending huge hugs coz you deserve to come first!
Jul 17, 2010 @ 08:59:16
Thank you x
Jul 17, 2010 @ 08:45:38
That is so sad ,I really felt your pain …love Jan xx
Jul 17, 2010 @ 08:59:34
Thank you that is very kind! x
Jul 17, 2010 @ 10:04:55
I can really hear tou pain, I hope things improve
Jul 17, 2010 @ 10:14:19
Thank you so much x x
Jul 17, 2010 @ 20:46:24
Who is he choosing? Is it his parents? His friends? I think you need to come to some kind of compromise whatever it is.
HUGS
Jul 18, 2010 @ 12:08:46
It is all sorted now thank you and thanks to all the lovely comments it is dealt with xx